Have you ever wanted something so badly, & then given a chance to have it, you just don't want it anymore? (okay, lame attempt on an awesome opening sentence. I start all my argumentative essays with 'have you ever'. No wonder I'm in band3el)

Okay back to my point. That happens to be most of the time. Friends know how the 'I only want what I can't have' reasoning works for me. (yes, that explains why my love life is always horrible. brought it upon myself ._. &I'm always unhappy and whining about the things I can't have.) So today during breakfast, I requested my mum to buy me an adidas jacket (once again). Surprisingly, she agreed. & I just don't want it as much anymore (after craving for it for a year leh!). Instead, I described to her an Everlast jacket I pictured in my mind. Afternoon, went northpoint to shop for it and saw the exact one the moment I entered the Everlast shop. (okay at this moment I'm supposed to come out with a cool bottomline to sum up my point but I erm, can't. So, yeah I have no idea what I'm talking about) Nevermind! I just love my new jacket now, heehee ^^ I realised that most of the time you're unhappy because what you want to happen just cannot come true. When you've finally decided to let go and move on, you'll see what you've missed out all this while, while you're blinded and obsessed. You'll gain so much more than what you initially wanted.

Sounds very mature right! (time to grow up anyway. walao I just realised that on my huge birthday card most of the wishses included that i'm very childish lor!) & I guess I'm happier theses days. Things are finally slowing down & I'm taking my well deserved break. Will enjoy this holidays and have lots of rest too.

Anyway I spied nice Everlast shorts and singlet! ): I want I want!!!!! Singlets are nicer than NUM's & the shorts are definitely prettier than FBTs ): (there I go again, after some serious reflecting. Should stop getting obsessed with Everlast!)

Back from my 9-days hiatus, LOL. Kind of ditched my blog but then hey today's 1111! Pretty date so I shall drop an update ^^ Wants a whole new look for my blog, almost switched to onsugar last night but I changed my mind. Am working on a new template now, must get all the little details like colours and fonts and sizes correct before I use it. Heh.

Okay, back to 1111. Such is date when singles get into relationship, couples go out to celebrate etc and I'm home with bro, stringing pearls. (me, not him) At least dinner's sumptous ): Chin chong fan, orh kuey & fried rice (k, not your idea of sumptous, sounds diarrhorea inducing even but I love food like that ^^). Oh that will mean eating back all the calories I burnt today ): Badminton in the morning with Kevin (he's very patience towards this noob here, LOL. & e admit that I improved!) & swimming in the afternoon with Jiayi . I think I don't mind spending my entire holidays playing badminton and swimming, HAHA. (fun, don't cost anything & can lose weight somemore! what's not to like ? ^^)

So my holidays were not eventful so far. Town last saturday, feels miserable because I'm broke. But I should be content. My wardrobe's fine & I don't really need anything ('cept for adidas jacket that I've been wanting for a year but I'm never gna have 139$. money should just fall from the sky for all girls to shop!). Oh I just want to watch movies really badly ): Jennifer's body espeicially!!! ): & all the cool movies coming up like paranomal activities, 2011, new moon etc. Will be damn depressed if I'm gna miss out those ): Start saving, stop eating, start saving, stop eating, start saving, stop eating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay post is getting lengthy but I don't care! Shall attempt to blog daily instead of writing everything at a go 9 days later, nevermind. So had tuition on sunday, kept getting whack by the plastic yellow hand! Then monday was mugging day for Olevels chinese on tuesday. Which I have to say, is really bad. Not omg-i-cant-get-an-A1 bad but, I-doubt-I-can-pass bad. Gonna retake next June, omgzxsz ): I memorised all the cool gong wei and stuffs but I ended up doing si han. WTF SI HAN OKAY? NEVER DO FOR LIKE 2 YEARS! Totally prepared to do gong han but they have to come up with weird questions like how to celebrate some events stuffs? No idea. Then again, I learnt all the cool & extremely exaggerated cheng yu and su yu for bao zhang du hou gan (best for describing crimes and really bad trends) and ended up ? They asked why do teenagers refuse to speak out in class. HELLO? How am I going to throw in all the good stuffs I painstakingly memorised? Argghh. Paper 2 was worse. Both the compre passages were similiar, no that's not the worst part. Guess what? Almost all the questions were similiar so I kept repeating the same thing for 10 goddamn times.

Oh, got my fringe snipped off yesterday. Personally I think it's not very nice but I'll live. Fringe only what, will grow. (omg sounds unlike the me who rants about a haircut every single time) Slacked at macs with kinah, shared chocolate milkshake by scooping up the content with straws, LOL. Can't believe an old friend walked pass me TWICE and not recognise me, zzz. (okay, either that or he hates me to the guts now. LOL).

Today's the last day of olevels? Was telling Jiayi that it's our turn next year. Long sucky year, le sighs. Omg sec4 next year. I think my secondary school days pass damn fast. & it's so uneventful, )))): I've decided to go jc after a long chitchat with shenlaoshi (my now fav teacher, miss chen comes after her^^) & after hearing poly stories from my bro. He says I will become a shallow and stupid girl if I go poly who only cares about dressing up and looking pretty, neglecting studies and stuffs. St andrews jc!!!!!!

Going to continue stringing pearls tonight (sounds like a spinster @ age 15). Oh well at least I'm tanned now ^^ Heehee. Shall continue working on my new blogskin! & watch the 9pm show because Adam is acting in it. Heh. Please leave a tag!